Naanu

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Todo fue una mentira. Tengo memorias inexistentemente reales para mi. Si mi pasado no fue así como mierda fue? Yo no era de la forma que me dijeron. No quería como me dijeron que lo hacia.
Creo que tengo un idolo basado en fantasías y deseos. Quiero sentir orgulloso a u a persona que no fue conmigo como yo creía.
Todo fantasía. Puede ser que no recuerde nada de la etapa mas linda de mi vida hasta ahora? Fue realismo mágico mi niñez mi infancia. Que hago ahora en quien me respaldo. Como sigo. Preguntas que vienen junto con una vaga idea de “me chupa un huevo”.

Things started to be wrong again

9936) I really do love my boyfriend, but I hate it when he cuddles me and puts his arms around me because I can feel my fat everywhere. I don’t know how he isn’t disgusted. He says he likes my “curves” but I hate them when they’re spilling out of my jeans.

(via eatingdisorderconfessions)

9937) My mom triggers me so much. She’s constantly telling me that I’m going to get fat and that I need to lose weight, and she’s really skinny. I feel so gross whenever I’m around her. I beat my ED for four months, but she triggered my relapse. Maybe when I move out, I can beat this thing once and for all.

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9946) All I want to do is lose weight, but I can’t because my brothers are super observant of me. They are always looking at what I’m eating. It makes me feel even more fat, even if they are looking just to see I’m eating enough.

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9951) I saw a girl walk our of the bathroom with tears In her eyes. I wonder if she purges too.

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